Grateful Enough!

Hello~
Well, lemme say something good (for me)
this time i'm free or you can say that i'm trying to spend this holiday with laying on the bed hhhhhh (but it isn't true-_-). during this holiday, i wanna type something which is really become a relieve for me.
you know what?
this semester, i got a really high scores woohooooo!! (giving a clapping hands)
seriously, this time i really in a high peak of scores, which is i couldn't say anything in faces this semester. when i compared it with the second semester, it's really has above those scores. whoaa....
i'm very grateful and thanks to God i can going through all of those barriers which is i think it's difficult (or maybe i have a negative thoughts before-_-)
but really, i think my efforts before had paid off with a really good results. for people out there, don't worry with your scores or anything else. keep become a struggler, just like me. don't make the difficult become your enemies. come closer to it, paying attention to it. just learn and learn and someday you can control that difficulties. keep going up fellas!
oh i forgot, now i'm looking for some part-time job. you know, i can't sitting right here and not doing anything. i think it's good for me to know how it feels when you are trying to earn money and i realized something: this era it's a little bit...oh no, it's difficult to search a proper job which was qualified with it. silly me, how could i say a thing just right now? really..looking for a job is not as easy as buying a candy. and i realized something too. people who has a high intelligence will lose with people who has a good luck. i wanna highlight this words. luck. really, i need luck in my life. how i find it? with closer yourself to God and keep pray of course. so....wish we luck!
bye~

Welcome,2018!

Hahahaha i'm sorry i forgot to say this but it is okay, isn't it?
Welcome 2018! hope all of my targets in this life can be achieve and have a better life for now on.
burn it up!!!! (keep become a struggler!)
Selamat tinggal 2017, selamat datang 2018.
Selamat tinggal kenangan, selamat datang harapan:)

Goodbye, Semester 5!

Well, good evening everyone!
ah....i really sorry because i never type something on this blog for a long time. and now i think i want to use indonesian language or mix with english for this time, i guess.
Semester 5.....
bener-bener banyak cerita didalamnya. senang, sedih, kesel, marah, udah pasti dialamin. tapi ada beberapa cerita menarik sih buat semester 5 ini. hahaha
Pemilihan konsentrasi. yup, salah satu yang bikin gw galau selama seminggu. dan akhirnya pilihan gw pun jatuh ke konsentrasi sdm, which is itupun dengan penuh pertimbangan.
KKL. yeah you can say that gw pun baru mulai KKL di smt 5. kalo temen-temen bilang sih KKL itu singkatan dari Kuliah Kayak Liburan. sebenarnya sih engga gitu juga ya, dibilang liburan pun kita tetep harus ngerjain laporan setelah acara KKL..but seriously, awalnya gw agak mager buat ikut kegiatan itu. but sure, lumayan asik sih kalo menurut gw, karna dari 5 hari itu buat gw refresh untuk sejenak.
dan mungkin cerita yg paling lucu itu panggilan untuk beberapa dosen. yup, dosen eksim which is called by "OM", or dosen metlit which is called himself with "Papa" and he always saying "darling" in his class so i called him "Papa Darling" wahahahahaha (sebutan itu tercetus sendiri di benakku).
and then......smt 5 ini menurut gw gak berasa banget. mungkin karna gw udah gak terlalu mikirin setiap tugas sih. keep a mindset "just let it flow and stay to not panic" but seriously tetep aja ada panik-panik ajaib gimanaaa gitu....wkwkwk
but really, i can do it, i guess.
and then, singkat cerita. smt 5 ini belum berakhir. yup, gw mesti buat tugas individu e-commerce dan deadlinenya sebentar lg......
sekian cerita kali ini. thanks!

Insomnia, huh.....

Hei what's up everyone? I hope you all are well right now.
Well, did you ever feel or have 'insomnia'?
Yep, that's what I feel right now. In this holiday I got this insomnia. Really, I don't like this situation. Because you know sometimes I feel so sleepy during in college and got insomnia in holiday. This is no joking, It's really annoying-_-
Well, maybe I want to change the topics, then. 
I think teenagers or university student, just like me, we ever sleep lately because a lot of tasks or exams. Sometimes we have to eat something or listening to music or drink a cup of coffee in order to make our eyes keep widely. But seriously, don't push your brain harder if you had in your limits.
Yup, silly me in shs. I ever be like that. I usually listen to musics and drink coffee during the night. Because of that habits, sometimes my parents will reprimand at me hmmm
Just said, now I won't push my brain harder if I had in my limitation. Long time ago, I ever experience headache, no, I mean the worst headache ever because of that bad habits. The pain happens behind the head. Maybe that occurs because of sleep lately, drink coffee in the night, and push your brain to keep thinking although you're tired. But now as university student, I change that habit slowly. I don't want to feel that headache again. It's really terrible!
Well, I think it's enough and see ya

Holiday, maybe?

This is my first posting in this 2017 so i want to say "hi!"
Well, now i'm in my holiday now, with a lot of free time that i didn't know what i want to do, then
With this long-holiday maybe i should write more and more in this blog, but sometimes i forgot that i have a blog where i can devote anything-_-
So here i go~
This time there is something that i can't explain although myself , or sometimes i didn't want to recognize it. Just put it straight, because of choice of concentration in college, your ex-bestfriend, or liking for someone for almost 2 years who ask you to study together.  Maybe i have to highlight the last sentences or just forget it all. Change the topic, silly me!
Yeah, when you are in 20 y.o, maybe you'll have some thoughts like: "who am i actually?", "what i really can do?" or still have this thoughts like "what is my really potential and talent?".
Well, some of us maybe have this thoughts, and so do i. Sometimes, you have a lot of purpose in your life and you want everything goes well, but did you know? sometimes what you plan in life doesn't go as well as you want. I'm still remember of a novel that i read. If you ever read a novel with the title "Just Another Birthday", maybe you'll know this sentences. I think that was a great novel which created by Indonesian people (sorry i forgot her name T_T)
It says: stop making plans, cause i know life has a funny ways of ruining it all.
Seriously, i think that's right, because i ever be in a situation which all of my plans didn't go well. But this time i just want to do the best for my life, and see the final results of it and don't forget to pray of course.
Well, i think it's enough for now. Besides, i want to continue my "movie-marathon" or you can say that i want to watch korean drama. see you~

Hi!

Good morning~
Now i want to post something about my activities right now....
Whoaa, i'm in the middle of a-long-holiday~
Actually i'm bored right now, because i don't know what i'm going to do with these long holiday
I've already do anything like eat, sleep, watch, playing games, or used the social media
But... gosh it's so bored!
Honestly i want to try the part time job but my mom said that just help her to do some housechores zzzzzzzz-,-
Well, i'll be go to the collegues soon on  1st september
I think it's enough for now, i want to continued to type but my older sister was so annoying...geez-__-

What's Up!

Good evening guys!
I will use the english to improved my english skills, especially in writing and the vocabularies.
Well, i've already free and now i have much times to posting some of my thoughts. so check it out~
Well, as i said before, now i'm free because this is the holiday time for the university student like me yeaayy!
no more duties, tasks, or homework and something like that until the next 3 months. it's like whoaa it's so chill out for me!
But, there's one problem that influence my mind. well said, "galau" has come to my mind....
omo..........
the stupid thing is, i don't know what thing that makes me feel "galau" like that. yeah, honestly, i ever been like this since long long time ago. and it makes me so hampered.
i've tried to make myself busy with yeah you know with do anything that can entertain myself. but i think that's useless hhhhhh (laugh-emoticon)
It's makes sense because you know the teenagers these days sometimes experience that feel. so maybe i will say "just let it flow" will be the best answer of my messy mind.
hmmm..... i think it's enough for now. sorry for this weirdo like me. 
see ya~